LILY BROWN


                                     



THE SUN IN THE BAY




From infanthood she would gaze
at trees weaving. I can't
summon anything
beyond the window but stillness

and the tut tut of an SUV
endlessly locking. Sun's a checkpoint
washing out all you would see
with its ray. The lights flash

off after sunset and sew us
in black. This is dramatic
for some members of the family,
who scream like we're falling

from earth. Purple sky, wind,
language in the dark.
Words slur. We slide
like plates on jelly. Every item

in my fingers falls. I hold thoughts
then lose them. Cora sings
Spills happen as cheerios rain down.
I catch the dog's reflection

in the window. Walking through
the house, startled by
ongoingness. I wish I were
younger and could remember

more for my daughter. My stories
filtered through decades, I
tell one to myself, an image
of an image more than

the body thrown into air,
sunlit gauze on water,
my father's eyes mirrors.






TYPO 34